Sunday, January 04, 2009

Bottling up your feelings = no good.

sometimes you just really need the encouragement and the praise.
Maybe when you're an I in DISC, people think you don't need the attention,
people assume you get enough of everything, and people assume you don;t need to hear the word - Thank you.

Not being appreciated is something painful.
Maybe it's true what people always say-
nobody cares about you, steff
nobody loves you
and nobody needs you around.
there are plenty of others to take your place.

It.is.just. very disheartening.
and disappointing to know you're not needed.
and that you are no one special nor important.
and that no one really cares.

Tired of hanging in there and feeling lousy about myself
Tired of having to deal with these feelings.
tired of neglecting these feelings and carrying on.

Only because of Him, i have kept myself going.
but i realise, it is getting harder and harder.

12:11 AM!Y

WHOOHOO,WHEEHEE, WHAAHAA
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mumbo jumbo
STEFFIE SEVENTEEN SEXY SWEET SASSY SMART SALTY SOPHISTICATED SENSIBLE SENSITIVE SOGGY SENTIMENTAL STUNNING.
chatter box
talk about how the world is going to collapse.