today set me thinking.
Hey, i miss Natalie Tang Tze Hui.
My bestfriend. Still and always will be.
Even though we haven met up for ages.
Oh Gracious, i realised how much i really miss her.
She was someone, no one could ever replace.
Sure i have many great friends around me.
and i love all of them.
i do.
But Natty;s different.
She;s another part of me.
She understood whatever i tell her and whatever i dont.
She knows how i feel, and its hard to find someone you click so well with.
You go mad with her.
You sing, dance crazy stuff.
But there are serious sides to us, That many didnt see.
Many see us as the weirdo Besties.
But we are more than that.
We do have our serious times together,
we do soul searchings,
we tell each other what we dont like abt each other,
we speak nothing but the truth,
we didnt hide anything from each other.
The friendship was just perfect.
Im so sad i haven been catching up with her.
She is a good friend.
And i know she hasnt forgotten abt me,
she just pass some sweets to shiyun to pass them to me.
Im so sorry i didnt even try harder to go meet her.
Somehow im afraid to see her again.
im afraid the bond will have a gap in between.
im afraid things will be different, and not the same again.
and i kinda running away from the fact.
SHIT.
Why must life be like this.
Its all thanks to progress.
Down with progress.
