It's the NU year.
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Papa just told us that he used to walk a very farrrr distance
like from er maybe Paya Lebar to Sengkang
to go visit his gonggong.

And then he would receive his one and only red packet - 50 cents.
But he told us how happy he was upon receiving that
cause he could go run to buy firecrackers.


and here we are complaining how little we received today.

'HUH!' 'ONLY 118 DOLLARS? SO LITTLE!'

Sometimes, we just have to see things in a different perspective,


i think i wouldnt mind the hard life last generation/
at least there would be more smiles.

7:03 PM!Y

YAY i feel better.
talked to a friend about it and yeah,

YAYYYYY.

: DDDDD

life's great la okay.

3:59 PM!Y

Bottling up your feelings = no good.

sometimes you just really need the encouragement and the praise.
Maybe when you're an I in DISC, people think you don't need the attention,
people assume you get enough of everything, and people assume you don;t need to hear the word - Thank you.

Not being appreciated is something painful.
Maybe it's true what people always say-
nobody cares about you, steff
nobody loves you
and nobody needs you around.
there are plenty of others to take your place.

It.is.just. very disheartening.
and disappointing to know you're not needed.
and that you are no one special nor important.
and that no one really cares.

Tired of hanging in there and feeling lousy about myself
Tired of having to deal with these feelings.
tired of neglecting these feelings and carrying on.

Only because of Him, i have kept myself going.
but i realise, it is getting harder and harder.

12:11 AM!Y

I.am.back to BLOG YAY!
time flies, like the yellow birds in the sky.

not kidding mann.

Okay, i need to shed off some fats.
Went to swim with kokkie, 40 laps.

why am i rhyming.

blogging is good, you get to talk to yourself.
hi steff.

OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY OKAY.
i need to seriously exercise and meet up with many many many people.

okay that's nothing else to blog, will blog if there's anything interesting.
right now, gotta go paint the room.

jegoiewhgoiwehgowiehg

12:49 PM!Y

1. I went for planet shakers concert with my church mates. It was quite good.
Sooooo many people were there.
/

2. We went to see Sean Kingston at MOS for Zi Hui's birthday.
HAHA. He was round, and only sang a few songs. So.
/

3. I will never everdrink another flaming lamborghini.\
And eating hokkien mee before all the chivas and drinks,
was not a goooood idea.

SAD.
/

4. Yong Shen's pre-party was quite mad. Cake smashing was good. We all smelt like cream.
/




On a serious note.
Prayers should be with Sammie now.
We love you Sammie poo.

And we'll be there.

5:03 PM!Y

Clem's BBQ.
Jia&Yong Sen are like sooooo together forever la.
Hmmmm.


Zoo this Sunday?
or Shopping?


TFC was fun. Esp when it rained.
And group mates telling cold jokes.
They weren't helping mann.

I sprained my ankle.
But i'm tough&cool.

: D

& & & i like the new jacket.
Thank you thank you.


& what else?

Sharoooon is enjoying herself at FOC.
i miss FOC!


I think if i were to give myself a name,
it would be Steffie.
It's a nice name.


Dear Heavenly Father,
I pray that I will get into N.I.E.
Please help me.

In Jesus's most precious name,
Amen.


I realise.
that i do not look at my watch
when i am not in a hurry.

9:20 PM!Y

Letty is back!

What should i name my Kangaroo.
Hmmm. tough.

Jumpy or pouchy?

Anyway i am glad she is back!
YAY!

9:30 PM!Y

And Sharoon,
Give Julian time. He was just overwhelmed by your confession suddenly.
WHOOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2:10 PM!Y

No work for me this week except Wednesday cause the Boss is away!

Thank you dear friends for spending my 19th birthday with me. I am so glad we are still soooo together. It's the third year after PL and YAY, we are still in contact.
It was great having all of you around and that was most important!
(whoa so formal)

Okay the present was also important.

.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
and i like it. Whooo.

Those that wished me, THANKYOU.
some was rather surprising. HAH

Anyway anyway, i have not mentioned about my 'A' levels results!
It was bad laaa. i got C, E, E, C5.
not great!

Met the requirememts to get into NIE, but it will be tough!
I passed my PPT test though! :D

And and i hope they shortlist me for an interview,
then they can see how much i want this!
OH MANNNNN.

If not, have to retake A's which is so damn sian.
and i don't know if i'm strong enough to do that.
urgh.


I really need something new la.
Life is like a straight line for me now.
No grass no trees and the sky is empty without the clouds and birds.

;
we went crabbing at this Sengkang place.
It was so nice there!

I think ill bring the clique there soon,
maybe after Letty returns.

I miss her already!
Hope she is fine.

Bring back a kangaroo for me.
Thanks.

1:54 PM!Y

Maybe i should start updating.
Okay i will.

Life's been pretty good.
Work is fun with the boss and Sha-rooon.

Results coming out soon.
Oooooh scary.

God please help me to accept whatever you give me!

and and and i love Danny Noriega.

10:55 PM!Y

Jack called and said Jeremy's in the hospital unconscious today at around nine plus.

I thought he was lying.
But still my dad, leroy and I went to see him.

It's true.
Damn.

Jeremy was my childhood friend. He is twenty this year.
We were close. We spent countless hours together.

During the day, we'll be playing peepeebom,slipper, blockcatching, humtumbola, soccer.

Night time, we'll be spending the time sitting downstairs at my block, talking the night away.
When it comes to midnight, we'll go eat prata, maggi mee or just grab a coke.

His favourite was tomyam maggi mee. His face used to go all red and we'll tease him.
We'll go over to lionel's, lewis, or his place to play games and just spend time talking.

He has a cute dog, i wonder how he is.

i remember night cycling with lewis, liang, robin and him.
I remember all the chalets we went to, and when they went to explore the red house, i stood outside.

I remember them breaking in to St. *** school. I stood outside and waited too. the alarm rang, and we ran like crazy.

i remember also exploring Krangi estate with them, and Choa Chu Kang cemetry,
We walked for hours and hours. He was such a noisy kid.

I remember walking with him, Jon, liang and robin from queensway shopping centre all the way to chinatown. We ended up eating KFC, and he shivered like mad.

I remember his laughter. Such an infectious laughter.

Just yesterday at 4 a.m. he left Boat Quay after drinking.
He rode his motocycle
He was drunk.
He had a pillion rider,
His girlfriend.

He was going at 120-140km/h.
He crashed into some wall.

Now the doctors can't operate on the blood clots in his head yet cause it's too swollen.
His left arm and right leg are fractured.

He can't even breathe on his own. He needs the machine.

I havent seen him for i think 4 / 5 years.
I wasn't sad at first.

But recalling all these things, made me kinda down.
Damn.

i hope he makes it.

Pls God.

11:17 PM!Y

Caleb.

90440472: R u Stephanie
Steffie: Yes who is this?

90440472: My name is Caleb.. Can b friend with u?
Steffie: how did you get my number!

90440472: Its a guy.. Think he ur ex bf?
Steffie: What's his name

90440472: I 4got it leh.. U mind izzit?
Steffie: Not interested.

(from then on things became omg)

90440472: Oh, but u interested in $ rite? Ur ex bf told me u like to wear spag strap with short skirt izzit?
Steffie: No la i like to wear pyjamas. Yes i love money, only if they come in millions. And i can't stand guys who can't spell properly.

90440472: Then do u wear bra & panties inside ur pyjamas? Can i take a look wat colour u wearing? haha.. u wan hw much $? Wat u mean guy dun spell properly?
Steffie: Don't degrade yourself pls.

90440472: I never. Its a guy normal reaction. U let me c, i pay u $. Or u tell me wat bra colour u wearing nw?

(i start sending smses to some friends)

90440472: U ask ur friend to warn me not to disturb you rite?

90440472: So wat u wan frm me leh?
Steffie: I want your NRIC no.

90440472: U ask me to give u, then i muz give u my ic num meh? Then i ask u to show me ur bra or breast, will u do it?

end of story.
Sms him as and when to remind him what a @#$%^&* he is.
Ask your friends to sms him.
Ask your mother even.

Urgh.



Seriously.

11:26 AM!Y

at every point of your life, there'll be something that keeps you going.
And i'm sick of having to find that something.

so when life takes a break on you, you feel lost.
"okay so, wehat should i do now?"
"mann life is sucky"
"eh? where am i going, what's my route?"

of course when you get too involved with the world you don't get bothered by these questions.
if you're popular in school, would you feel alone?
if you've got the looks, life's great!
if you've got cash, even easier.
if you're great to hang out with, whoohooo.
if you're smart and intelligient, better still.
school. work. family. friends.

damn sian.
at the end of the day. i can't wait to leave the world.
i need to find exciting things to fill my shallow but wonderful life.
i should start dating. that would be exciting.
i need to meet new friends. maybe that would help.
i should go find out the latest songs and know big words. Maybe people would like me more or i'll be like cooler. whooo.
no, i should start being addicted to dota, or neopets or something. than i'll have something to look forward to everyday.

oh btw, i hate people who isn't original in everything.
so stop it. pls.

10:50 PM!Y

Bj's cute. oooh yeah.
Camp was alright. People were great.
Group was bonded. Cheers to Vello and Danny.

Learnt a lot. Didn't get to bond with Edric aww.
I'm so glad two of my bestfriends is considering Christ.

Consider him for He suffered for you.
Consider him cause He loves you.

I love night games.






It feels like last year.
Just something lesser.


lalallalallallalla.
I don't mind having a new life. With new people.

8:23 PM!Y

This year was a special year. It was different.
It was lonely, it was heartwarming.
i wouldnt have been able to go through it, if not for alll the people around me.
who have helped or encouraged in some way or another.
Thank you.

It is more than learning about complex numbers,
more about the thematic concerns of Shakespeare.
more about how to solve the market failures in Singapore and how to go about doing that.

I've learnt so, so much.
i've gained even more.
Doing it alone most of the time wasn't easy.
But i am so glad i had this opportunity to really sit down and think.
i thought a lot during this one whole year.

I appreciate people more.
i set priorities.
i am more independent. (at least i think/hope so!)
i see things differently
i feel funny. (GO ON TV LOH)

all in all, it was a great year, seriously.
i feel good.

If He brings me to it, He will definitely bring me through it.
i am excited.

10:51 PM!Y

A's is over. wow.wee.
The Whole month of december's busy with religious matters.
had many gatherings.
feel free and not restricted now.

okay done.

10:09 AM!Y

Life has been rather dull. Therefore there is nothing to update!
But, today is Luddy loo's birthday so i shall wish her here.
( since my life now revolves around her quite a lot )

er, Not that i have a choice. : D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUMBSHIT!

Okay i know you can feel the love in there.

Tuition, Miss Tan, eugene,tuition, Luddy, Sharon, Miss loh, Tuition, lica (good cook)
That's the life now.

HAH. but soon it will allll beee overrrrr! WHOOHOOHEE.

Anyway they make things better la so shall give thanks.
WE:
Shoot paper bullets
Watch DVDs. Favourite pick? Borat and deuce bigalow.
Eat. (botak jones quite good huh!)
Call each other dumbshit.
Hide in the form of mantous.

OKAY UPDATES OVER, HAVE TO GET BACK TO MY EXCITING AND MEANINGFUL LIFE WHERE THE BRAIN IS MOST HAPPY!

11:51 AM!Y

They keep me going.

1:06 PM!Y

4 of our church-ies have left us,
and life'll be hard and empty without them.
I cant imagine Lylia Jiaying Vallo and Lele are not gonna be with us anymore.

i was very very affected by it
and even cried a few times thinking about the past.
But well, everything is in the Lord's hands.

Singing Karaoke at Wan's dancing like mad,
Aaron;s place playing games, celebrating Christmas every year,
All the great great camps, my goodness,

There are just too many memories,
Gawd i miss them so so much.

But wells, i wish them allll the best,
im sure we will keep in touch.

I loveee you you you you.

7:59 PM!Y

7:20 PM!Y

Alright, time to do some basic updates.
i will try not to get carried away again
like talking abt marriage : )

Night cycling with the CCI-ians,
Was really shiok,but ate too much though!
all my hours of cycling wasted, hah.
Someone met with an accident cause it was rainy and wet,

Thank God for CCI peeps who knew first aid!
Aaron wasnt much help LOL,
Luckily justin was around.

So heartwarming to see people helping people,
even though they were complete strangers.

The rain was raining down on me,
shivered like mad but felt so so so so so goood.

Next, Farah;s birthday party at Zouk.
They were having some Gatsby night,
the models were hot, not all but hot. whoo.
it was pretty fun with the babes.

Hmmmm, what else?
Studying with mich jia let nao at Michelle;s school
quite a condusive place i must say. not bad nt bad.

Ooooh oooh, and my family "outings"
where we picked mangos near grandmama place,
tried to climb the tree but end up getting scratched!

And with papa mama loykie aunt and uncle, shinn shayne and shann,
walking through the tree top trail.

Whoa i woke up damn early la.
went to pick durians at the end,
although most cant eat but it was an adventure picking them!
i was so afraid there;d be snakes!

Oh ya plus staying over at Mrs tan;s place to play Ps2.
eh wahlau damn fun
of course i did Lit la, but stillllll.
played from midnight till 4am.

Slept got up at twelve to play till six pm!
Cant believe it la, Mrs tan woke up even earlier to play!
she;s pro la.
OOOOH, lets add in the fact that there were krispy kreme donuts! ( did i spell that correctly not huh)

okay next,
we had bbq at tinee's place. : D
Bozo was found im so so happy!
Thank God!

The chicken wings i made were good,
although quite slow la,

didnt want to go at first cause had sorethroat
but i enjoyed myself
yay.

what else mann....
......
......

like nothing already,
but im looking forward to thursday;s movie, the Transformers!
Philander couldnt make it so he gave me his ticket!
so lovely, cant wait to watch it!
sorry phil ! HAH.

OHOH and i am seeing natty my bestie this friday!
she smsed me the itinerary already.
Sounds good!
A day at Keppel Club!

im not very sure abt the golf part though,
i suck at it!
but she said its good for the tummy muscles.

sooooo, OKAY LOH!
good good good.

8:04 PM!Y

Self-proclaim break for myself this week.

And i suddenly miss all my close friends.
I know i am meeting them soon. Like later.

It's so funny, maybe it's cause im not keeping myself occupied.
and maybe also the fact that im listening to sad cheena songs.

Oh, and sometimes you thank God for incidents that are actually a blessing in disguise.
some people just cant see it.

It is through that incident that i realised how special that someone was?
BUT, nah nevermind already.

Im glad it's over, it was bugging me for these few weeeks,
and now everything is returned,
i feel better i guess.

And you know what,
i think Most people now marry due to social pressure?
Like if you;re turning 30 and you suddenly find someone whom you like,
But not that much,

but you have to say yes to that person, cause you know you're not young anymore?
of course that is not always the case.
But Oh no! I think i will be like that!

And then you have to live with that person all your life,
damn.

I think if everyone marries out of pure love,
there will be many singles left?

Maybe i will end up not marrying,
unless that person is really the right one.

but i really want to get married leh,

SIAN.

2:10 PM!Y

7:13 PM!Y

7:08 PM!Y

These few days have been great.
Busy working with Kids as a camp facilitator.
Such joy, such angst, such pain such happiness.

HAH, so far so good my kids all love me.
Feels so good after a whole day's of work.
when your kids crowding round you telling you they love you.

Been gg out with CCI peeps.
real fun.

: D

11:15 AM!Y

i just received an sms from jo,
asking what should we do for *'s birthday thats coming up.
and just another two weeks before,
Jas also said abt celebrating the birthdays of the Mays.

And i dont know why i feel kind of upset!
how come my birthday nobody cared.

even on my birthday, i went to Ben;s place to celebrate for him?
: (

I 'm jealous, oh yes i am.

11:49 PM!Y

"Rock-a-bye baby on the tree top,
When the wind blows the cradle will rock,
When the bough breaks the cradle will fall,

And down will come baby, cradle and all. "

What the crap isnt it?
now it sounds scary, come to think of it.

So did the baby die? Hmmmm.

Oh wells.
It;s been a long time since i felt happy.
In the past, everyday was a happy day.

it's just so sickening to know that Life isnt as happy as before,
But i know happy times will come again.

shall wait and see.

11:10 PM!Y

11:20 PM!Y

Yesterday, wasn't the best day.

i was exchanging hate smses with a kinda close friend.
all the times spent with him and others were unforgettable.
and all of them, that group, meant a lot to me.

so when progress comes along,
and things will have to change and be different,
i get upset.

But yesterday it was due to my forgetfulness again
that caused the gargantuan quarrel.

i couldnt believe what i wrote when i re-read the smses.
it is amaazing how one can not know what they are doing when they are heated up.

i feeel very very sad, and down when things like that happen.



But on a better note,
i jogged twelve rounds with mama yesterday.

sweaty sweaty.

11:09 AM!Y

Some people,
whatever they do.
whatever they say.

Are all not original.

it's gross.

9:52 PM!Y

Worthy is the lamb.

This is the solo piece that i will be singing,
in the mission trip, to Indonesia.

4th - 9th April i wont be in Singapore!
Spreading the love of God, YAY.

We'll be acting singing doing house visitations.

i want to learn, learn a lot from this trip.
and i want to give everything that i have.

: )

5:55 PM!Y

EVERYBODY LISTEN UP!
(oops i mean read up!)

17th march is coming hoh.
Dont mind hoh.

it is the ,
most;
important,
glamorous,
meaningful,
&sexy,

DAY.

okay anyway.
i wanted to blog abt one day.

that evening,
after tuition.

Since it was raining so heavily,
Ms tan had to drive all of us to the busstop.

We were at katong, and i wanted to go Bishan.
SOOOOO, since she lives at Bukit Timah,

she drove me to the busstop near her place,
so i could hopped on 156.

OKAY I DONT KNOW WHY I EXPLAIN UNTIL SO DETAILED ALSO.
THOSE ARE NOT IMPORTANT!

the thing im trying to bring across is,
Our conversation in the car.

it was about one hour worth,
of very interesting and real talk.

we were just so amazed,
at some people.

Wondering away,
how people can actually be like that.
fake and sickeningly fake.

We were disappointed in people,
people who try to achieve everything,

and in the end,
they have everything,
but nothing.

True friendships?
nah.
Not in the least impt to them.

Oh wells, Ms tan you are a real teacher!
I will be a real teacher when i grow up as well!

after that i went to watch Pursuit of Happiness with CL.
Another catchy theme.

Saw lots of real events that is happening today.

OH WELLS.

and then and then i also want to say,
Jini and Weijie
Thanks for that mini celebration.

Smooooch.

pheeeeeweeets.

1:34 PM!Y

9:45 AM!Y

IT FAIR IT FAIR!
Come on down to Suntec this 8th, 9th 10th and 11th!
: D

Steffie will be selling speakers in the Divoom booth.
VISIT ME!!

: )

experience the Singaporeans' love.

9:31 AM!Y

12:32 PM!Y

1:52 PM!Y

i woke up at 0830 today.
Can anyone believe that.
Yawns.

Babysitted the Cousins.
Shinn Shayne Shann.

Bombarded me with lots of,
"Did you know" ...

Shinn, the 5-year old,went on and on,

Did you know,
; an octopus can change its colour in the sea
; an owl can turn its head 360 degrees ( REALLY?!)
; there is a turtle called, alligator turtle.
; a shark spits out the human flesh, cause a fatty seal is more worth eating.

and lots more.
Hneh mann,

Kids these days.
But i love them oh-so-much.
: D

Oh oh did i mention, i have tuition with my beloved Ms. Tan,
Thrice a week!

WHOOOHOO.
But lucky tuition's fun,
Of course, with Steffie around.

Ms Tan, Loves me oh-so-much.

Today after tuition,
we hosed her garden,
and washed her car.
HA.

Oh.
Our dearest Jing Cheng is sewing something for his GF.
Guys these days.
: D

Yawns, the weather.

OH OH OH,
you know people always say,
IT'S THE INSIDE THAT MATTERS!

i totally agree.

so i pray and hope,
the inside of my Upcoming Angbaos,
will be beautiful.

MUAHHHHHHAAAAAHAHAAAAA!

10:31 PM!Y

I am reading up on one of my Lit books.
The Heart of Darkness, by Joseph Conrad.

At first, it really bore-d me.
But as i read on, Whoa-wee.

Dramatic and all,
can die.
HAHA.

Very, amazingly interesting, this individual, Marlow.
i think i;ll get along well with him,

His thoughts are like so weird, and deep.
Makes me think, makes me laugh out loud.

: D

Marlow, if only i can see your world. HAH.
CRAA-ZEE.

I MISSED YOU!

11:37 PM!Y

the problem is, i still feel the same way.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i cant concentrate, with you in my head half the time;

bye la bye la bye la bye la.

no.

11:42 AM!Y

Yesterday i was just thinking;

and i realised the reason why there are so few stars in Singapore.
Compare the skies in Singapore to that of Australia, New Zealand or even Malaysia.

Noticed we can actually count the stars here, using less than our ten fingers sometimes?

Well, i made a conclusion,
A Steffie's Conclusion. : D

Life's pace in Singapore is too fast,
God probably knew that, and therefore planted less stars for us to look at
since we dont even have the time to do so.

How many people actually bother to take a few minutes to stare in amazement at the stars.

Busy with projects, assignments, deadlines to catch, studying for papers,
Life's just too fast.

One day perhaps,
I would like to move to New Zealand's countryside,
to tend my cows and eat my grass,

very very happily.

8:24 PM!Y

10:48 PM!Y

We had,
1/5 Class Gathering + Melissa Chan
It was great that everyone could make time to catch up with each other.

Things like that make me sooooo happy.

Well, cranked up everywhere we go.
We did weird stuff.

Weird Stuff,
Weird Steff,

HNEH?

I am very proud to say that i held an umbrella right up in the air,
while walking through Suntec City.

I did get many stares,
But come on, Im an albino,
look at the hair ; )

I acted really sad and normal,
But apparently the friends around me are bad actresses.
Giggling away, totally spoilt my plans.

Took pictures,

OH WELLLS,
Highlight of the day.
Sat in a circle, at the roof garden of the Esplanade.

Talked our lives away,
feeling all emo.

im gonna start babbling about life la.
LOL.

I felt so, shiok.

Afterwhich, everyone left,
YOs, Letty and Steffie,
went to Seeyon's
to talk the night away.

It was YOYO;s emo night, and we had to be there for her.

The night was too short.
We talked till 7am.

It was crazy.
Drank a little.

okay, We live will live happily ever after
End of story.

: D

10:19 PM!Y

I went back to Temasek PolyTechnic today;

: \

i was quite nervous seriously.
IT WAS SCARY TO GO BACK AND FACE EVERYONE!

Surprisingly, it turned out great.
Sigh, poly friends still played a part of my life;s journey i guess.

Met up to discuss project stuff with Rejini, Rui, Michie and Eileen.

Took like a million pictures. They just love me around la.
i cant help it.
Had a great time actually, catching up on stuff and just being weird.
i'll miss these times.

Saw a lot of people, smiled and said hi,
but they didnt ask me about my quitting of school.
Guess they still have no clue.

DearestSexy had the greatest reaction.
He hugged me so tightly i promise, our cheeks were practically kissing.
He teared and all that.

Wow, i was so touched la.
i missed him too.

Saw Markie, talked to him
Saw so many people.

Went for F&B lecture.
i had to control myself,
i wanted to run up to Daniel Chia and
Kiss him or something.

Sizzling Hot, i tell you.

Oh wells,
Dinner with JIA and Yodas.
Letty came afterwhich.

Talk talk talk talk,
Jia you lucky Bitch.

: D

YAY more more more!

10:03 PM!Y

`Take some time, to smell the flowers.

All of us, need something to keep us going.
Take some time to;

;feed the cats in your voiddeck.
;count the stars in the sky
;Lie down, look at the ceiling and count your blessings.
;Take a deep breath
;Cry it all out.

Hey, my shoulder;s here letty : )

One day i'll bring you to Pulau Besar.
You're gonna love it there.

"the sea and the sky were welded together without a joint; the sky without a speck;
was a benign immensity of unstained light;
the very mist on the Essex marshes was like a gauzy and radiant fabric,
hung from the wooded rises inland,
and draping the low shores in diaphanous folds"
-heart of darkness; Joseph conrad.

It's exactly like what it;s written,
Not like people.

12:59 AM!Y

My commy;s well again.
HEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOS MAD WORLD.

These few days were pretty much filled up.

Had CFA-TEN chalet on SAT&SUN.
CFATEN, BOOYA.
CFATEN, BOOYA
CFATEN, TUKITUKITUKI TEN!

I love my CCI people.
Everyone's just so weird and mad,
We blend like Juice, baby!
HNEH.

Then it was Steamboat for our dear CAROLYN.
HAPPY ENORMOUS EIGHTEEN DEAR. :D

MMMMM CHEE CHEE MMMMM CHEEEE.
XI NU NAI AH HER NU NAI AH JI NU NAI AH MEI YOU NAI AH HEN DUO NAI!

whooohooo.
EH Boon, melt me more with those Poems.
; )

12:36 AM!Y

Okay fine, Jason.
i shall do it. : )

LAYER ONE-On the Outside

Name: Stephanie Lim Qian Wen
Birth Date: 1989
Current Status: Single
Eye Color: Brown.( There is no such thing as black,
Hair Color: Brown
Righty or Lefty: LEFTY- i'm proud of it.
Zodiac Sign: Ssssssss

LAYER TWO-On the inside

Your Heritage: Chinese,
Your Fears: Frogs.
Your Weaknesses: Nice poems melt me. ; )
Your Perfect Pizza: Every topping ever!

LAYER THREE-Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

Your thoughts first waking up: ;)
Your Bedtime: 2am?
Your most missed memory: Eh, : )

LAYER FOUR-Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke: Eh, Pepsi!
McDonald’s or Burger King: MCDONALDS.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Lipton tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

LAYER FIVE

Do you
Smoke: NONONONONONONONONO.
Curse: Eh, a bit la.

LAYER SIX-In the Past Month

Drank alcohol: Yeah,
Gone to the mall: Yeah,
Been on stage: Hneh,
Eaten sushi: Nah
Dyed your hair: No.

LAYER SEVEN-Have You Ever?

Played a stripping game: YES!
Changed who you were to fit in: People always change to be me. WTC?

LAYER EIGHT

Age you’re hoping to be married: 27

LAYER NINE-In a Girl/Guy

Best eye colour: Eh,
Best hair colour: Nothing weird
Short or long hair: HMMM.

LAYER TEN-What Were You Doing

1 minute ago: Eating Pizza.
1 hour ago: Playing Captains Ball
4.5 hours ago: Playing captains ball
1 month ago: HNEH?
1 year ago: read my blog.

LAYER ELEVEN-Finish the sentence

I love: STEPHANIELIMQIANWEN, oops
I feel: GOOOD, oh i feel so good, ah oh i feel so oh i feel so good. ( that's a cheer BTW)
I hate: doing this kind of questionnaire
I hide: whenever a problem arises
I miss: everything i once had, everyone i once knew
I need: You. Hneh

LAYER TWELVE-Tag 5 people to do this
STEFF STEFFIE STEPH STEPHIE STEPHANIE

; )


Okay i just got back not long ago.
Went to school today. AHHHHH

To support my friends!

GGG
Go Gentle Giants!

I ended up playing.
Eh, we were good la.

Too lazy to blog about it.
But, it was a nice feeling.
I love yous!

NIGHTS CRAZY LOUSY WORLD

12:21 AM!Y

Boredom makes one think.

I have this sudden urge to admit,
I AM, a little weird.

When in a car, do you look down at the road markings and play a game with them?
I DO,

HOW?

It's relatively easy;
FIRSTLY, whenever the car is moving, if you realise close enough, the tires will roll over the road arrows and lines on the road.

That's when the game starts.

What you have to do is, before the start and end of every arrow or line( OR EVEN THE SHADOWS OF TREES) on the road, you have to say, Start, End, Start , End , Start, End.

It gets pretty challenging when the car's travelling at 120km/hr.

if the car is travelling at
-40km/hr = You are at Level 1
-60km/hr = You are at Level 2
-80km/hr = You are at Level 3
-100km/hr= You are at Level 4
-120km/hr= You are at Level 5

I am currently at Level 5,
If any of you or your friends or family members drive at the rate of 140km/hr,
Inform me, i want to upgrade to a level 6.

OH OH OHH! You know what's the best thing?
That's no such thing as Game Over!

Whooo, all these explaination is kind of tiring.
Got to recharge the brilliant brain.

i bet some still do not get my game, ask me personally,
i'll be glad to share.

; )

11:08 AM!Y

Steff so need to blog now.
Steffie's really overwhelmed by the love and support she's getting.
She can just cry now seriously.

Awwwwwwww. It's times like these,
You know who cares.

Steff doesn't know what else to say but,
Sincerely, THANKS A MILLION ZEALLION GERZILLION BOMBBAYDOOS,

AHHHHHHHHHHHH,
She;s so damn bloody touched right now.

God is SO good to her.
STEFF STEFFIE STEPH STEPHIE STEPHANIE so love everyone.

12:32 AM!Y

Okay, Im at Aaron's place now.
CHEWJIAYING, you suck ( This guy is always late )
ERNEST's missing.

so i have time to Blog before i finally embark on my Mahjong quest.
:D

YEAHP ;)
Tonight's the night!

The only sucky thing is that Aaron's house has no reception.
Moving on,

HAPPY BOB-DAY!
Today went for Edric's YF cause it's Bobbish bob day.

Best part,
imaginary Captains Ball.
WAHLAU, it's even more tiring than the real game itself.

TRY IT!

Dinner, and then home,
Bathe then rushed here.

I brought the heavy HEAVY Mahjong set to Aaron's place,
only to find out that he actually has it.

WHAT THE CRAP DEY.
; )

10:36 PM!Y

I've been skipping classes for two consecutive days.
Don;t ask me why, but i'll be going through major changes.

Friends,Be there fer me?
Dont put me down.
Dont judge me.

I am going to write shocking news, so
Prepare for it guys!

here goes;

Firstly, I'm gonna quit school. (AHHHHH)
Not gonna continue with my ever-so-potential Hospitality and Tourism Course.
Oh wells,

It's not a rash decision.
Call me crazy, but i've been thinking about it.

I know the plus points of this course,
i know i can do well in the future,
i Know it's kinda going well for me right now,
i know this course is very Steffie.

But, I'm not happy.
And i'm not talking only about poly life.
I'm not that shallow la.
I know how the business world will be like

Complicated? Messy? Knotty? Tough? Challenging?
Not for me i guess.

Yes i recognise that i fought so hard to get into this course,
but i realise now it's not what i really want.

So, I'm letting go and starting anew.
HAPPPPY FER ME?

Well, in details what i'm gonna do is,
Take Private As'.

I dont have to do that well,
And i will get into NIE.

Do a Degree, and try to get into PL with my 6 years bond.
I will be a HAPPY Physical Ed. teacher.
Plus CME i guess.

LOL.
HEY, and guess what i get paid while doing my Four years. ; )

okay all that sounds really good,
But i have to work my ass off trying to do my A's.

God gave me a Brilliant brain and i'm gonna use it well!

What's Bugging me most is, i cant just quit
cause there are many group projects.
I cant just leave my project mates in the lurch,
so i have to stay on with them and finish off!
But im skipping all classes and Tutorials.

Right now, im still contemplating but i'm 99% confirmed.
I need confirmation from family and friends!

Please support this cause, as it will help Steffie.
Thanks Everyone!

and You, another one thats making me so confused.

6:38 PM!Y

I spent the last day of my exclusive Holiday at Edric's place.
Elsa, Elisa, Justin, Edric, Steff.

Boo, Michie and Bob couldn't make it.

Did i mention how i totally suck at Playing Risk,
i Died first. And the game ended.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Life's Gonna get complicated ; )

Projects are hitting me in the head,
OUCH.

i start school tomorrow,
i abhor that fact.

11:02 PM!Y

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you

And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight

10:09 PM!Y

Welcome 2007!
Count down at Wan's place ; )
Im telling you, im loving Karaoke with them.
We sang from 5 plus to 11.

A total of five Hours.
Thats like almost 300 songs?
i think,

; )
Whats Karaoke without them,
If you think it's all about singing, NAHHH YOU ARE WRONG.
Whhhheeeeheeee.

Main Singers; Lydia, Jiaying, Steff, Wan, Grace, Val, Aaron.
Everyone else went playing Bball and cycling.

Damn Entertaining mann we all.

Afterwhich we proceeded back to Wan's place for the countdown.
Oh wells, we welcomed the new year with some booze.

AARONCHENYAOJUN ,went mad i tell you.
GRACELOOYANTING ,another drunk one.
STEPHANIELIMQIANWEN, red kinda red but still alright.
LYDIACHIAYIXIN, One loser. ; )
CHEWJIAYING, he's as mad even though he's not drunk.

Too bad i dont know how to upload Aaron's drunk videos
I shall wait for Jiaying to teach me,

Now i have something to Sabotage him. YES!

Anyways, We played sitting down games and drank
Kinda bonded even more.
Im happy in the year 2007!

Slept at 5 and woke up at 8 to get ready fer ZOO.
Shall have more Pic updates!

7:16 PM!Y

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Im Back from Edric's birthday chalet!
Too much to Blog about i guess.

IT WAS ALLLL ABOUT PLAYING IN THE NAME OF FUN.
but i would have enjoyed myself more if i hadnt made some stupid deal.
BOOOOO.

Oh wells, Snap out of it.

my days were pretty much filled previously
Celebrated both Letty's and Edric's birthday with Different bunch of people.

ALL was pure fun la.

:/ my days of fun's gonna be over

8:52 PM!Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!!

TO ALL: HAPPY HIPPY CHRISTMAS! ; )
WOW. THERE WERE MANY CELEBRATIONS!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Glad that our 23rd event turned out so well.
Thanks a million Lord.

i had so fun much i dont know where to start saying.
Oh wells. Bottom line is,

i ate
i laughed
i talked
i jumped
i ran
i played (Peepeepom was included!)
i sang
i danced
A LOT A LOT A LOT ALOT A LOT!!
mann.

8:47 PM!Y

I was at pierce reservoir today.
Munching away with childhood tidbits.
OOOOOOOOOOOH.

It was slightly drizzling.
Weather was cool.

And i started to think again.
Awwwww, i miss everyone i once knew.

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS.

I miss Felicia Low, Charmaine Tan, Erin Tan, Ting Ting, Madeline,
Jiawei, Jeremy, Johnathan, Robin, Hao, Lionel, Jianliang, Lewis, Xiong wei, Keagan
and the rest i cant really remember.

Going to Toa Payoh all the time with felicia.
Sitting downstairs till like 1-2am in the morning with them.
Trying out weird recipes that Charmaine always force down my throat!
Being the scapegoat for Erin,(Plucking my eyebrows and putting on Makeup)
i was barely 13.HAH.
Swimming and playing funny games in the water.
Night Cycling with the guys, going all the way to Katong.AHHHHHH at midnight!
Shouting and screaming all i want while Jian Liang LOMPANG me on his bike
Playing PeePeePom, Block Catching, Slippers, HumTumBola, Soccer(only goal keeper la)
Visiting like almost all the scary places in SIngapore. Cemetry and the scariest is THE ABANDONED KRANJI ESTATE!
oooOOOOoooooOOOOOOOOoooOH.
Walking to Caltex at 3-4am to eat spicy TomYum Cup noodles.
Lantern festivals were the greatest, Jeremy showing off his bike stunts with fire!
Pulling down Lionel's pants while he was standing on the void deck table!
Digging holes at our sand playground and covering them up with newspaper to make a Boooby trap!
Gambling during Chinese New year and when i win ,have to return Charmaine all the money! ( If not she'll cry)
Rollerblading and falling down a million times.
Playing Neopets at Madeline's house.
Being the lookout while they broke into St Gabs.
Watching them compete in Soccer with other Gangs. LOL
Selling pokemon Tshirts door to door!

Badminton Friends

Benjamin,CHristopher,David,Serene,Sharlene,Jiaxin,Jinxin,Cheryl,eileen,weijun,weihao,Ah pui, Terence....

Going to Malaysia with them all the time especially Lanjut.
Clam-picking at knee deep, getting stung by jellyfishes all the time!
Digging up huge holes at the beach, and putting allll the hermit crabs we found into them
Avoiding all the mini Durians in Lanjut( they were actually pine cones)
Me crashed into fence while riding the Buggy!
Going to that cafe at Lanjut to play snowbrothers and aeroplane game
Gathering the catch from the LONG LONG DRAGON NET!!!
Fliping the King Crabs around and putting their tail into the sand (You won't understand unless you know what a King Crab looks like.)
Jet Skiing! Night Fishing
Sunway Lagoon!
PLAYING GAMES IN PUB!!!!!!Vampire, Catching, Hide and seek.
After PUB,go for dinner, while adults eating slowly and talking, we kids will gobble up our food and go to the nearest playground to play catching!
Dancing to "im a barbie girl" and all the spice girls song with Eileen and gang.
Terence irritating me all the time.
Sharlene bugging me to draw and play with her. ( She's only P4 this year i think)
Mike's really fat now. LOL!



I WANT MY CHILDHOOD DAYS BACK.

5:46 PM!Y

i was just looking through all my kind of old pictures.
I realised how important it is to capture all happy moments, cause you'll never know when they're gonna fly past you.

10:38 PM!Y

STEFF STEPH STEFFIE STEPHIE STEPHANIE.
YIPPPPEEEE.

Im back from meeting YOs, Meinao and Jia.
YEAH. i missed them! I love them!

Watched Eragon, not a bad show i must say.
But it was more like Freeezagon.

CAUSE WE WERE ALLLLLLL FREEZING INSIDE.

Is it funny?
Im damn funny la, i cant help it. THANKS.
Oh wells, im wishing for more of these outings!! ; )

11:31 PM!Y

PHEEE YOUUU WEEEEEEEEEEET.
im back Im back from Camp!
One whole week at Zion's Youth Camp.

It was pretty amazing,
I had a whole truckload worth of FUN FUN FUN!
My group's pronouced as AH-VUN-CE-MEN-TOH!
it means advance in a native language. LOL

Everything about the camp were great.
The people were sweeet, the games were fun, and i grew closer to God.
Edric! i didnt regret joining your camp!
Michie Tan, i love you babe.

Although term test were happening on the same week,
i saw God's grace and im really thankful to him.

Lot of eye candies, all Pri 6s.
MUAHHAHAHAHHAHA. i think i have a thing for Primary sixes...

WHAT THE CRAP!
HNEH?!?!?!?!?

alright, thats the language we always use there.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i misssss camp and everyone!!
DAMN!, back to my normal life with projects and sch.

DAMN DAMN DAMN,
i'll get through this.

I miss my LOVE!

3:10 PM!Y

ok la ok la.
Im happy now la.

Thank God for friends.
Really, without them ,
Life's BAD.

Im getting used to school.
Schedule's pretty kind and gentle.
Pushed all my classes to 11pm and beyond!

WHEEEEEEHEEEEEEE.
i feel normal again la,
SHIOK MANN!

11:54 PM!Y

Wow. It's been so long.
Well. Many things happened, many events happening after one another,
i guess i'm just too lazy to write all about it.

These few days, im really down.
i dont know whether it's the haze or school,
i doubt it's the haze.

i realise something strange is really happening to me.
Everyday when i come home after a whole day of fun and laughter,
i sit down and i start to feel lousy.

It's so contradicting because i did have fun, i was really enjoying myself,
i wasn't pretending to be happy.

But once i settle down, my heart seems to start crying.
Nope, it's not because i have family problems.
i love my family.

Perhaps the reality of life keeps hitting me in the head.
Im so sick of facing pretentious and shallow people.

i caught a glimpse of what the business world is like,
and im not sure if that's where i wanna work, be all my life.
School is only 10% of what is it out there.

Im afraid. Im not strong.
Everyone keeps teeling me to be strong, to be positive,
But hey, can being positive really hide the fact that life IS sad.

Because Life is.
We can try all ways to smile and think that life is great,
tell ourselves, " it's just how you see it la "
BUT, that cannot hide the ugliness of reality can it?

Ah, what's the point of saying all these because i know i need to get back to life
after typing this entry.

im just sad that im not enjoying life at the moment.
Life's good when you're young.

Oh wells, i miss my old days.

8:18 PM!Y

All good things come to an end yeah?

That night at PS's house was somewhat horrible.
Committee meeting.

After the meeting, we went on talking about other things,
real things that were happening, and were going to happen.
Suddenly, i felt so alone. Seriously.

Things were going to change.
Now i'm not sure whether i like changes and whether or not im open to them,
in this special case.

All the friendships, all the bonds,all the gluing and getting closer to one another,
is gonna end.
Or is it not?

Thinking about it, makes me kinda down.
Easy way out, Quit and lead our own lives.
Hard way, Work hard together to face that challenge, failure or sucess doesnt matter..

Are we up to it?
Which one to choose?

This is a special entry.
So im gonna blog this in black
The colour of darkness..

12:23 AM!Y

Just call me Steffie da Mooncaker.
I had great fun making Mooncakes!!

Those are my hands!!;)

Those are balls of Greentea paste. Yums.

Looking Good.

Packing the delicious~

Thats how Jiaying wraps his mooncakes. He thinks it's faster. ~~

Lydia JiaYing Eunice Ning Grace Steff at work !

All packed and ready to sell!

Ok i think our profits werent a lot because cost price was high,
But most imptly, WE HAD LOTS OF FUN AND SILLINESS!
;)

and that's whats more important , isn't it?
Sings* "we're all in this together"
La la la, la la la, la la la la la la la.

ANYWAYS,
We went town together after church.
Lydia, Jiaying, Grace, Aaron and Steff
Although not many, we talked about so much stuff that happened in the past.

After watching LittleMan, ( Which they forced me to! )
We sat down and talked.
It was great, reliving all those happy and memorable times we shared.
So many have come, and go.
So many lives have changed

We should all start realising how much we are leaving behind,
and catch up with it.

1:09 PM!Y

Sometimes,
You just cant have the best of both worlds.

9:20 PM!Y

WHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOO.
COMEX 2006 IT FAIR!

; )

it was sucha great experience.
Working at Divoom, selling Multimedia speakers.

With my fellow Mates.
Zhongxia Junn and Rui Ying.
We were mad people having real fun. ; )

Together i think we sold around 400 i think/hope.
WE ARE THE BEST!

My lips are all swollen, legs all strained.
But it was well-worth the pain.
Lunch and dinner provided were good.

Pizza, Mac, Burger King.
Gosh, Staff welfare is GOOOD.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


the worst customers were those with bad breath,
i swear i almost died.
and if they dont buy the speakers,
i really wanted to kill them,

after all the suffering they brought me, no sale.
Damn.

The songs are all stuck in my head,
"Play that F**king music" especially.

Everyday, Blasting music, shouting to customers at the top of my voices,
i'll miss those moments.

THOSE WHO DIDNT GO FOR THE IT FAIR,
YOU MISSED THE FRENZY AND MADNESS.

everyone should just go to every IT fair and witness the Kiasuism.
We should be part of that. ; )

11:38 PM!Y

when i was just a little girl in Primary 5, if i remembered correctly..
i used to come up with weird poems with my track and field mates.

Some of them went like this.

-
BOMBOM CHA x2
I saw a little girl named Munirah,
she can dance the HUULALA.

BOMBOM CHA x2
I saw a little girl named Candice,
Couldnt see her face cause covered by the mist. ( this is the funniest! )

BOMBOM CHA x 2
I saw a pretty girl named Stephanie,
She fell down and hurt her knees.

Alright, i cant remember the rest.
Yesterday, i relieve some of that childhood and made some for the Church Peeps.

I saw a little boy named Leonard,
i really feel like hitting his head with a mallet, this stupid bird. ;)

I saw a little girl named Lydia,
She does all her shopping at Little India!

I saw a little boy named Aaron ( pronouced as A- Lun for this poem)
He 's a goofy bird in loony tune.

I saw a little boy named Jiaying,
One day i'll like to fight him in a boxing ring!

I saw a little Girl named Cheryl,
i cant think of anything to rhyme with that, so she is Cheryl!

LOL. Poor cheryl. Weirdest Poem.

Anyway, That's Alllll Folks!

3:39 PM!Y

Helllllooooooooo Singaporeans!
i just wanna Blog abt National Day can?
Although im kinda late.

Wellll, although i wasnt at the Stadium when that fantastic event was happening,
I could felt it i guess.

The Singapore Spirit.
WHooHoo.

everyone always say that the fireworks are the best.
To me, Yes they are the most exciting part of the show,
But what makes the best part of the show is,

When All Singaporeans gather together as one,
And sing the national day songs.

Young, Old, whatever race, religion,
All singing in ONE voice.

Goose bumps i tell you.
:_ )

Well, Im proud to be a Singaporean.
Wheee.

10:41 PM!Y

Yesterday i finally saw Natalie Tang Tse Hui.
Hehe, she's still as mad.

Leti, SeeYon, Jia , Natty, Me.
Had loads of fun and laughter peace and joy.
Great bunch of friends to meet for distressing.
; )

i just wanna say,

I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS!!!

life's good with friends.
Calling all my friends,
those whom i haven met for a long time ah, DATE ME OUT!

While steffie lasts.

12:03 PM!Y

I wonder who watched the news yesterday.
If so, did you see an oversized man who died of some intestine problem?
He was barely married a year ago,
The news showed his happy wedding pictures.

Sir Steven.
He was my TaeKwonDoe instructor when i was just a little girl in primary school.
Oh gosh.
it was such shocking and sad news when Jiaying Msged me.
i didnt believe him.
Believe me, i was close to tears.

I remembered him, cause he was extra nice to me.
He treated me like a little girl ( i was ) and he was really caring.
Although it has been so many years already since i last saw him,
He was part of my memory.

i am going for his wake tonight.
Hopefully I wont break down and cry.
I really felt so down last night.
I really felt that Life is so so short.

this phrase "Life is Short" is at the tip of our mouth.
But who can say they really understand this?
We use it now and then,
But how true, Life is short.

I wonder where is he now, Afterlife.
Gosh.
Pls pls pls i pray he is in heaven.

:____ (

7:43 AM!Y

Cheers Connect International.
i;m part of them now!
WHEEEEEE.

The two days at their camp was superb.
it was mighty great.
LOL.

The people there are really different and nice.
They dont stick to themselves, and they try not to say internal jokes.
Which is a good thing.

Im looking foward to working with them and to touch children;s life
IM AN INSPIRER.
:)

They shared with us so many storys,
somehow changed a little perspective of mine.
Oh wells, im glad i went for that camp.

Poor Yoyo, hope you are feeling better!

Bogged down with projects,
my time management gotta be tidier.
DAMN,

life's pace is too fast.

2:19 PM!Y

My life have been pretty much the same.
Just that i was seriously sick and feel happier la.

Anyway, i've been thinking so much of afterlife.
and i get so afraid just thinking of that.

Just take like 10 seconds to imagine the word ' FOREVER '
this word is so freaky i tell you.

Forever.
its not a hundred years,
Or even a million years.

Its goes on and on.
There is NO end.

Im so afraid. I need to secure a place in Heaven.
I need to. i Want to.

Imagine being in hell FOREVER!
AHHH!
its so scary!

Its not only for your entire life, its for EVER.
Gosh.

this is hard to swallow.

10:59 PM!Y

tomorrow i;ll be doing a communication skills presentation.
And the topic is, Laughter is the best Medicine.

Irony is, im feeling so down.
Disheartened.

i dont know why also.
Its just one of those days i guess.

I FEEL SO SILLY FOR FEELING THIS WAY,
BUT I CANT HELP IT.

teach me?

URGHHHHH.
i need to go night cycling with my downstair friends soon.

anyway, Stayed over at Rosie;s place.
Joan and Weijie stayed too.
did project, played with the big ball, did my weird exercise,
and INT project.

Soccer finals were BOO.
See la, now im not motivated to learn french.
Zidane was damn cool.

im putting him in my list.
Together with Paul Twohill and Joakim.

10:26 PM!Y

is this what life is all about.
then I never want to live again.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
facing one of the most depressing moments in my life.
im so glad there are friends and love ones.

Where is that Stephanielimqianwen that she once was/
she;s somehow a little different yeah?

maybe its just Age working.
Sad.
Now i know why PeterPan is so popular.
i kind of envy him.

Wouldn;t it be just great if everything wasnt just based on getting good grades,
on getting into a great institution.
Everything we are doing, is just to get into a higher institution, and then secure a Great job.

and then we work even harder to get ourselves promoted.
For what?
For a huge house for a car for money for status.

Suddenly,we realised all that we were working so hard for,

has come to naught, Nothing at all.

Now, isnt life such a sad thing. We work so so hard for all our lives

to find out that all that wasnt important.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Once again. Life is sad.

9:29 PM!Y

Sometimes i wish people would just take me seriously.
It does get onto my nerve nowadays.

i know its hard to.
Look at me, im like half mad most of the time.
Who would even think of me ever being serious?

But come on.
Everyone has a serious side.

URGH.
it gets super frustrating when people don;t take you seriously

i feel the sadness again.
i feel, somehow a little empty.

i was so so filled up.
But now they drained me again,

Life;s sickening.

8:07 PM!Y

World cup fever.
Im finally feeling it.

PL;s singing Marathon was cool.
90 hours of singing,
and 8 of us from 4b1'05 sang 1 hr and 10 mins.

How many percentage is that?

Had fun talking singing laughing,
it was really great.
PL spirit, i guess i stillhave that.

Sigh, ok I MISS PL.

Anyways, we sang fron 2 am to 310am.
Miss Loh drove me home,
and i slept for around 3 hrs
and then Proceed to sch.
TP

I almost cried,
i was damn it tired.

but i had BCS presentation,
and i had to be in formal wear.
After which proceeded to change to FBTs and T-shirt.
wth la.

Went for the AC thingy.
we were officials of the football mania.
How cool is that.

Jasmine Jeremy and Steffie was in charge of AMK sec boys.
Monkey la them
All of them were so cute.
Taking care of them was like Babysitting my two cousins,
CAN DIE.

mischevious like anything.

But DAMN CUTE LA.
we watch the match Argentina and Germany

I SUPPORTED GERMANY and only,
Jasmine Tiff Weijian Edric and Ben
were really supporting them.

YOYO was indecisive so , BLAH.
HAHA.

YEAH.
that feeling was estatic
we were jumping like mad asses.

I FEEL IT.
WORLD CUP.
SHIOK.

italy match, fell asleep
HEH but i knew italy would win la.

SO...
got home around 7am plus.
Plonked straight to bed.
sleep till 7pm.

;)

im a happy girl again.

9:19 PM!Y

11:17 PM!Y

12:38 AM!Y

Oh Gosh. I finally Finally updated almost all the pics.
There are abt a hundred plus plus pics.

Well. People say Riches come in many forms and money is only one of them
After this Mt Ophir trip, I feel so so much richer now.

Im not gonna explain abt the pictures ah. Too ma fan.

DAY ONE
we set off. We were ready
Whoohoo.
Built our first tent, And we were the first!
we were good.
Cooked, ate soggy noodles.
YUM.

DAY TWO
it was the most exciting day ever.
It was the most significant day.
we reached the summit.
all 60 of us made it.
WOWWEE.

That feeling at the summit was just great.
Clouds were just passing you.
EAT THEM LIKE MASH MALLOWS!
Saw the define features of Malaysia Up there.
The buzz of excitement everyone had was simply amazing.
You cant help but feel sad when we start making our way down.

Guess what . we were supposed to reached our campsite by 6pm.
But NO.
we were only there at 12 midnight.
Imagine.
Just take a few minutes to imagine the darkness.
the complication of steps.
So many felt lost and afraid.
But i wasnt.
i had FRIENDS.

Yoyo, Jas and i held hands almost way through the night.
Quite touching la.
Jas was just in front and pulling yoyo and Yoyo pulled me.
It was like the blind leading the blind.
Literally Cause there wasnt enough light.
Gosh.
Night vision were used only.

That was one of the most exciting and thrilling night of my life.
I;ll never forget how we manged to survive.
Thank God for being there.

I tell you, Everyone was so happy so damn happy when we FINALLY MADE IT DOWN.
We Washed up at the waterfall.
Dark and everything
Cold and freezing, the water.
WOW.
ate and then slept.


DAY THREE.

Free and easy day, we made our way down to the first day campsite.
It was damn tough and tiring as usual.
i dont really know how to explain.
but pls, Go experience it yourself and fell the strain in your knees and muscles.
GOSH.

When we finally reached. I knew then,
we completed 100% of the journey.
The summit is only 50%, remember.

I felt damn good.
Felt great.

We went to the waterfalls and gosh.
Froze once again.
Shiok.
Shiok
SHIOK!

After which, we had a great night.
eating singing shouting like nobody;s business.
GO BACK JUMP GO JUMP GO GANG.
i loveeee them.

DAY FOUR

Sad,
cause everyone was leaving.
Nvm, we made a stop at Malyasia 's town.
Ate durians, and had a feast.
With the GO BACK JUMP crew.

Bought a similiar shirt.
.)

OK. i shall end off.
go enjoy the pictures WHAHHAHAHAH.
WHOOHOO.

i love my friends!


Had lots of fun in the bus. Playing Weird games.LOL

O

11:55 AM!Y

10:29 PM!Y

Freaking Brothers are getting on my nerve.
Whats wrong with brothers nowadays. URGHHH.


We met up early in the morning to study for OB.
Oh wells. ended up just eating and just going to her place to watch TV.

WTH!
Anyways, got a lift from edric and sat for the test.
3 words.

GOD BLESS STEFFIE//


AHHHHH.


After Which, we cabbed down to PL to go collect our Os cert. THATS HAPPY US IN THE CAB
And then we met up with our fellow 4B1s.

Gosh i missed them.

We collected our cert and then, TALK.
WE had so much to catch up.
Took many pictures at our beloved basketball court in PL.

we proceeded to CHOMPCHOMP to obviously, CHOMP!
WOWWEE.
we did eat alot, stringray, kangkong, carrotcake, charkuaytiao.etc.

Thats US .



ALL smiles with a full tummy.WHOOHOO.
we sang and walked all the way out to main road.

i missed doing that.
i missed PL.
i missed all my dear friends .
AHHHHHHH.

where were the good old days.

10:29 PM!Y

it was almost a 4B1 gathering
ALmost.

leti.yoyo.jialin.joanna.meixin.steff

met up to study.
What a futile trip i must say

There were too much things to catch up with.
we HAD to talk.

oh gosh. I miss PL like mad.
No longer the familiarity of stuff
No longer singing the same old mad songs
No longer prancing abt crazily
No longer cracking weird jokes.

I miss Making fun of my beloved teachers la.
i love them so much, they were fun to play with.

i hate stepping into another phase.
its like totally into another dimension.
everything is so different and far.

GOSH.
i am so gonna lose myself.

7:25 PM!Y

i just thought abt an old drama series abt that blind girl.
ANYONE CAN REMEMBER?
if you were to chose between being BLIND, DEAF or DUMB, what would you choose?

blind i guess.
Firstly, i want to talk. Talking is my life.
and i will nv wanna be deaf. imagine not being able to groove to music. not being able to hear laughter. GAWD.

Anyway back to that show.That show made me realise that , hey it isnt so bad after all.After all, you get to see many things which normal people with a good eyesight can't.Maybe if i were blind i wouldn't be judgemental at all. i hate judgemental pp but, everyone is.
CAN WE EVER CHANGE THAT?


Wouldn't the world be a better place if all of us were blind?
Just a thought.

11:17 PM!Y

OK. this was the unhappy faces you get when studying for macroecons.

GOSH!


met up with LETI and MEIXIN to study, wellll.
it was kind of productive and fun la huh.

i missed MEIXIN so much.

love her blurness and her weirdness la.

LOOK AT MY NOTES!
im a changed girl.
i do notes.
i read them
and i try to understand la huh.



Tiredness.
WE LOVE STUDYING WHOOOHOOO.
you can just tell from our expressions.

.)


OK. we decided to liven up and enjoy studying.

Quite real right?



WOWWWWEEEEE!!!



Everyone's happy with friends.
.)
.)
WHEEEE//

That was yesterday, today was econs test.

Well, hopefully i get many treats la huh.

6:49 PM!Y

ok great,
sch was fun. Went to sch in the morning with Sexay.
Class was alright, took pics with classmates today.

after sch we headed to suntec, marina bay.
Leti, Pauline, Gen, Sam and Jenson.

Weirdest bunch of pple.

With weird thoughts and multiple actions.
OH WELLS.

it was cool. Snap snap snap went the camera.
took like a total of at least a 100 pictures.
WOW.

did crazy stuff and went crazy as usual.
WHOOOOHOOO.
im bored now.

12:11 AM!Y

I have a new blog!
well, decided to start on a new one after the old one 2 years ago.
Blogging is now a totally new meaning to me.
i have so much to say, so much to share.

is isnt a blog the best way to put things down?

WELL. thanks YOYO, for helping me to do up a blog.
i know nuts abt doing these kind of computer stuff,
SO, THANKS LA HUH.
smoooooch!

So much have been happening.
So many events to write.

Where am i to start.

1:00 AM!Y

STEFFIE SEVENTEEN SEXY SWEET SASSY SMART SALTY SOPHISTICATED SENSIBLE SENSITIVE SOGGY SENTIMENTAL STUNNING. talk about how the world is going to collapse.